wat i still expect for?

wao...around 2 month don't hv updated my blog...
full of dust jor ...XD
in this 2 month..many thing happened on me...
let me become more mature n stronger...
tears drop from my eyes ...
many days..
sharing my feeling...don care about it..
yea..nw is school holiday...
n 1-day to go..we nid to back to school n continue our study life..
very good,,i ad waste my 2 week time for outing...
pity tat i nvr study on tis 2 week...
ikano,timesquare,sing k,the curve,jusco,sushi,penang,ipoh..
enjoyed my holiday so much..
i should forgot about u...
i don wan thinking about u anymore..
i knw i can do it..
cheer up..
i still waiting for?
nth for me to wait...it's fool..
i will meet the better one after u...
i knw i can...
cheer up please....
maybe i just lie myself....
but i think tat is the way tat i can forgot u...
face spm soon...
hope can get the good result la...=)
stop thinking about u ...is my target...gambateh!!

don imagined agn

today i went to jusco for bought something..
meet pei ying at there..
talk wit her wit so long...
we share our feeling..^^
ok..today..
erm...i know tat i'm not imagine that u bye to me..
i tot tat u r not bye to me..
is me think too much ad..
after tuition still feel like wan to cry..
today someone told me tat not my imagined..
i'm feel happy ...
finally i'm not dreaming anymore..
it is real...
but after tat..
someone ask me why i so happy..
i dono..
i delete ur contact num ad....
haiz..nvm
i tell myself..
forgot about it..
it is the once times..
and oso the last times ..
i know tat...
don imagine agn..

i'm not qualified to said tat

ok..
today finally know the answer....
dono how to spoke out my feeling..
i know tat i just get back wat i give..
hurt?i'm not qualified to said tat i know..
maybe we r not meant to be best friend...
view back our pic..it's a past tense
ad forgot the time how good wit are..
ad forgot the time how good we are
now i know ur answer..
wat should i do now..?yea..
delete ur contact num..
let me to learn tat not to sms u..
let me to learn tat not to talk wit u..
yea..i should do tat..
let me go n let u go oso...
don force u anymore..
i'm tiring ..u too...
just let go bah..
i need sometime to recover it..
ur good ...it will alway leave inside my memory..
n told me tat..
the person ad not the person like wat i wan..wat i hope...
i'm sad...tears come out from my eyes..
nvm..at least i know the answer..
i know tat...
chinese new year is coming..
i still imagine tat we can hang out together..
meng chyi...please wake up..
don dreaming agn..
from now on..
he is just a people who stop at my station just a instant..
i will not dreaming anymore..
make it as past tense..
n face my spm..
.................
happychyi still is happychyi..
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4got ad the time how good we are..

so fast..school reopened for 1 week ad..
ok la..everything is ok..
erm...
today my feeling ...erm..moody..
i be the first who sms u ad..
i be the 1st who talk wit u ad..
i be the 1st really wan be back friend with u....
but at the end..i dont feel the feeling u same like me....
i really walk the 1st step ad..
dont care i'm girl or not..
last year for us..
i hope we really can cherish the time we still have..
but..i cant feel that u oso think like tat..
maybe we really need sometimes..
u can reply other people but cnt reply me..
i heard that..
er..haiz.. my tears i feels like wan to drop from my eyes...
i really ..i really walk the 1st steps ad..
i dono wat u still wan me to do...
T.T..
half of the year le..
we nvr talk..
nvr nvr n nvr..
how sad am i..
n i know u too..izit?
then why u wan keep on like tat ......T.T..
izit wan me to hurt myself.....?
i will stop from now...
try to stop do everything..
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new year

so fast ..
2011 ad..
2010..
on this year..
the year i learned the most..
the year i get many experience ..
i done the thing i no dare to do be4..
the year i unforget it oso..
i will rmb my sweet sixteen 4ever..
ok..today school was reopened .
erm....tired+busy...
hu~~ok..finally finished my worked..
wat to do for this year..
prepare for my spm...
study hard..
this week will quite busy abit.,.
need to arrange many thing ya..
new started for today..
5 cempaka..
new class..
new table..
n new chair oso..
same like last year..sat with kairu..
hehe..
so..the next that i wan to do is looking for my tuition centre..
kasturi?
cekap?
sstc?
which tuition centre i should go..
i will register by this week..
tis week i think no study at school de..
bec have so many activities will be held..
pengawas for this year quite many lo..
scare me..n need to shout louder..
haha..
anyway...finished my worked lifez..
my friend..
i will not to forgot u all forever..
thx for bring alot of happiness for me on my holiday...
teached me alot..
teman me n talk with me when i need help..
together worked until midnight
together get angry from blue waves..
haha..when 11pm was came..
halau all the customer..
thx..
bec u all..
i become more mature..
i become more happy ..
somemore ....tis will be my unforget experience on my lifez..
thx...
today meet back my friend at school..
long time didn't meet them..
happy yor..
hehe..hope pengawas can cooperate on this year very well ...
n we all can cherish the last year for us..
we should enjoy it^^..

new update

k..update my blog..
2morow off day..n thursday oso..
2morow need to back school for take my new text book on next year..
so after taking my text book..
try to date my friend n hang out with them bah..
kk..
yesterday..i talk wit my mum,...
that is the 1st time that i tell my mum the truth..
n thx for my mum that understand me..
why i'm going to work ..thx..
ya..why..if u r my friend u will know..
kk...tuesday i will get my salary..
wat to do?..haiz ..
nid to buy something for school...
n waiting for my jan salary oso..
gv my mum some money ..she need it ..
n i need too...
saturday i know a fact..n today oso..
i blame wrong somebody..
sorry...maybe i don hv chance to say sorry to you..
n no dare ..
but i hope u can feel tat i really feel sorry for that....
hu~~~`t.t`
next......
today our brand earn rm 2000+++
huhu..yeah yeah..
hope we can keep it up..get more comisen..
bec i really need it..
my friend ya...if got anything happen...don feel like wan to die or go away from house ah..
anything happen just sms me la...
for hwee sun n everylyn ...
n other oso la..
for someone..pls don bother me la...
u gv me some uncomfortable feeling..
feel like wan to blame u.....
endure for tat...
kk..until here....
is time to sleep..nitez..

uncomfortable feeling

my new job

the free gift that i arrange

the work i did at blue tome

my 1st job at blue tome there

around 2 week nvr update my blog le..
ok..erm..

talk about my work ...

change to my new job jor..

taiping poly beg..

ok lo....my staff are very friendly at there..

this few day less customer la..

damn boring..should consider that bring my book go there n read...

n this three week..

i learn alot on my job.

i know that how is the friend is call true...

if i face the problem ..no matter how suffer of that

i should face by myself..

after cry..

after falling down..

i should know tat how to get up by myself..

i will alway tell myself that gambateh....

don't did the same mistake on my life..

be stronger..

long time din watch movie already..

waiting for my november salary..

hope can faster get it....

i have a uncomfortable feeling now..

feel like something bad will happen soon..

T.T..

long time don't hang out with friend jor..

miss the memory ah..

maybe no chance ad..

anyway hope we can still keep in touch la..