wat i still expect for?

wao...around 2 month don't hv updated my blog...
full of dust jor ...XD
in this 2 month..many thing happened on me...
let me become more mature n stronger...
tears drop from my eyes ...
many days..
sharing my feeling...don care about it..
yea..nw is school holiday...
n 1-day to go..we nid to back to school n continue our study life..
very good,,i ad waste my 2 week time for outing...
pity tat i nvr study on tis 2 week...
ikano,timesquare,sing k,the curve,jusco,sushi,penang,ipoh..
enjoyed my holiday so much..
i should forgot about u...
i don wan thinking about u anymore..
i knw i can do it..
cheer up..
i still waiting for?
nth for me to wait...it's fool..
i will meet the better one after u...
i knw i can...
cheer up please....
maybe i just lie myself....
but i think tat is the way tat i can forgot u...
face spm soon...
hope can get the good result la...=)
stop thinking about u ...is my target...gambateh!!

don imagined agn

today i went to jusco for bought something..
meet pei ying at there..
talk wit her wit so long...
we share our feeling..^^
ok..today..
erm...i know tat i'm not imagine that u bye to me..
i tot tat u r not bye to me..
is me think too much ad..
after tuition still feel like wan to cry..
today someone told me tat not my imagined..
i'm feel happy ...
finally i'm not dreaming anymore..
it is real...
but after tat..
someone ask me why i so happy..
i dono..
i delete ur contact num ad....
haiz..nvm
i tell myself..
forgot about it..
it is the once times..
and oso the last times ..
i know tat...
don imagine agn..

i'm not qualified to said tat

ok..
today finally know the answer....
dono how to spoke out my feeling..
i know tat i just get back wat i give..
hurt?i'm not qualified to said tat i know..
maybe we r not meant to be best friend...
view back our pic..it's a past tense
ad forgot the time how good wit are..
ad forgot the time how good we are
now i know ur answer..
wat should i do now..?yea..
delete ur contact num..
let me to learn tat not to sms u..
let me to learn tat not to talk wit u..
yea..i should do tat..
let me go n let u go oso...
don force u anymore..
i'm tiring ..u too...
just let go bah..
i need sometime to recover it..
ur good ...it will alway leave inside my memory..
n told me tat..
the person ad not the person like wat i wan..wat i hope...
i'm sad...tears come out from my eyes..
nvm..at least i know the answer..
i know tat...
chinese new year is coming..
i still imagine tat we can hang out together..
meng chyi...please wake up..
don dreaming agn..
from now on..
he is just a people who stop at my station just a instant..
i will not dreaming anymore..
make it as past tense..
n face my spm..
.................
happychyi still is happychyi..
............

4got ad the time how good we are..

so fast..school reopened for 1 week ad..
ok la..everything is ok..
erm...
today my feeling ...erm..moody..
i be the first who sms u ad..
i be the 1st who talk wit u ad..
i be the 1st really wan be back friend with u....
but at the end..i dont feel the feeling u same like me....
i really walk the 1st step ad..
dont care i'm girl or not..
last year for us..
i hope we really can cherish the time we still have..
but..i cant feel that u oso think like tat..
maybe we really need sometimes..
u can reply other people but cnt reply me..
i heard that..
er..haiz.. my tears i feels like wan to drop from my eyes...
i really ..i really walk the 1st steps ad..
i dono wat u still wan me to do...
T.T..
half of the year le..
we nvr talk..
nvr nvr n nvr..
how sad am i..
n i know u too..izit?
then why u wan keep on like tat ......T.T..
izit wan me to hurt myself.....?
i will stop from now...
try to stop do everything..
..............................................................

new year

so fast ..
2011 ad..
2010..
on this year..
the year i learned the most..
the year i get many experience ..
i done the thing i no dare to do be4..
the year i unforget it oso..
i will rmb my sweet sixteen 4ever..
ok..today school was reopened .
erm....tired+busy...
hu~~ok..finally finished my worked..
wat to do for this year..
prepare for my spm...
study hard..
this week will quite busy abit.,.
need to arrange many thing ya..
new started for today..
5 cempaka..
new class..
new table..
n new chair oso..
same like last year..sat with kairu..
hehe..
so..the next that i wan to do is looking for my tuition centre..
kasturi?
cekap?
sstc?
which tuition centre i should go..
i will register by this week..
tis week i think no study at school de..
bec have so many activities will be held..
pengawas for this year quite many lo..
scare me..n need to shout louder..
haha..
anyway...finished my worked lifez..
my friend..
i will not to forgot u all forever..
thx for bring alot of happiness for me on my holiday...
teached me alot..
teman me n talk with me when i need help..
together worked until midnight
together get angry from blue waves..
haha..when 11pm was came..
halau all the customer..
thx..
bec u all..
i become more mature..
i become more happy ..
somemore ....tis will be my unforget experience on my lifez..
thx...
today meet back my friend at school..
long time didn't meet them..
happy yor..
hehe..hope pengawas can cooperate on this year very well ...
n we all can cherish the last year for us..
we should enjoy it^^..

new update

k..update my blog..
2morow off day..n thursday oso..
2morow need to back school for take my new text book on next year..
so after taking my text book..
try to date my friend n hang out with them bah..
kk..
yesterday..i talk wit my mum,...
that is the 1st time that i tell my mum the truth..
n thx for my mum that understand me..
why i'm going to work ..thx..
ya..why..if u r my friend u will know..
kk...tuesday i will get my salary..
wat to do?..haiz ..
nid to buy something for school...
n waiting for my jan salary oso..
gv my mum some money ..she need it ..
n i need too...
saturday i know a fact..n today oso..
i blame wrong somebody..
sorry...maybe i don hv chance to say sorry to you..
n no dare ..
but i hope u can feel tat i really feel sorry for that....
hu~~~`t.t`
next......
today our brand earn rm 2000+++
huhu..yeah yeah..
hope we can keep it up..get more comisen..
bec i really need it..
my friend ya...if got anything happen...don feel like wan to die or go away from house ah..
anything happen just sms me la...
for hwee sun n everylyn ...
n other oso la..
for someone..pls don bother me la...
u gv me some uncomfortable feeling..
feel like wan to blame u.....
endure for tat...
kk..until here....
is time to sleep..nitez..

uncomfortable feeling

my new job

the free gift that i arrange

the work i did at blue tome

my 1st job at blue tome there

around 2 week nvr update my blog le..
ok..erm..

talk about my work ...

change to my new job jor..

taiping poly beg..

ok lo....my staff are very friendly at there..

this few day less customer la..

damn boring..should consider that bring my book go there n read...

n this three week..

i learn alot on my job.

i know that how is the friend is call true...

if i face the problem ..no matter how suffer of that

i should face by myself..

after cry..

after falling down..

i should know tat how to get up by myself..

i will alway tell myself that gambateh....

don't did the same mistake on my life..

be stronger..

long time din watch movie already..

waiting for my november salary..

hope can faster get it....

i have a uncomfortable feeling now..

feel like something bad will happen soon..

T.T..

long time don't hang out with friend jor..

miss the memory ah..

maybe no chance ad..

anyway hope we can still keep in touch la..

gambateh

finally..back fom worked..
feel hungry suddenly lo...
today worked from 1 pm until 11pm..
wow..break my record ..
9 hour....
next month..
change my job from sold boy costume to sold beg at the down there..
ok la..confused..
2morow off day..
yeah...
but need to wake up earlier bec jia huei comes to my house when 8:30am..
haiz..tired lo..
dono wat to do..wan to play play badminton today..
but i need to worked..
sienz la...
but..it's lifez...
accept it...fact it...
yes..i'm do it ..
ad 1 week le..so fast..
i meet many new friend there..
mar from sabah,xiao jie,ah ching,soo hoong n other...
teached me so many thing..
but next month i'm not work at there ad...
anyway..thx for the one who teached me ,who helped me bah...
i wont forgot the place that is my 1st job...
anyway ..tell myself that..gambateh!

vomit

hu~~so fast..
i ad worked at blue toms around 4 day le..
maybe next month i'm not working there le..
i go other side..
dono how to tell the permanent at there..
haiz...
still got 1 month our holiday ad finish le..
tired la now..
early morning..not feeling well..
n keep vomit..
maybe yesterday nitez.
after worked i ate the maggie goreng at mamak there
maybe the food there not very clean bah..
tired la..this three day..
worked from 5pm until 11pm only can back.
2morow 2pm until 10 pm........
learn alot in this week la..
how to be nice with customer..
now only know tat...
very hard to get money..

cherish from now

hey..i'm free for blogging...
ok..yesterday is a 1st day that i worked..
share my feeling here...
i learned a lot of thing at the 1st day...
my staff all are so friendly..
one of them mar..
thank for told me so many thing...
thx for take care of me..
n belanja me to eat sushi there..
she is the one who work for her family from sabah..
she told me tat...
tat time she same like me...
come out for work...
but because she is the new part time..
she kena buli..
one day..
her phone lost ad..
at the end...
found tat...her friend stole it..
she so sad that time she told me...
so..she tell me tat...when u come out for work.
don too trust ur friend or too friend wit them..
because when got something happen..
friend will betrayal u..
n hurt u.....
be4 we really come out for work...
we should very cherish for all the friend who around us..
compare wit outside.......
school life is better...
maybe after graduation u nvr meet the friend like now..
thx for mar bec let me know so many...
and now i know tat..how to Fold the clothes ..n it wont drop..
that is a knowledge that i get on my first day when worked
ok...until here..thx for view my blog..

2morow will better than today..

enjoyed for last day..
start to work on monday...
let me to know the feeling how hard of my father working at outside there..
let me to know the feeling how hard to get the money for everymonth..
1 hour only rm4 ..
that equal to one of our breakfast everyday..
how about our father...pay so many money on us..
i should try to get all of tis feeling.....
okay...my mum so cute..
i havent start to work oso..
ad ask me tat..
how much i wan to gv her when i get my 1st salary...
wat to buy for my dad to thanks him..
ya..
i will consider..
but let me work 1st can mah?
haha...too fast to discuss of tis topic ad..
about my study.
after my work...
i will try to open my book n revision.
bec next year is our turn to take part on spm..
for form 5 senior...
they will start their exam on tuesday...
gambateh......
i like to listen song ..
when i sad..
when i happy...
bec it like describe my feeling..
feel like it so understand my feeling..
hehe..
tell myself...2morow will better than today...
cherish the time we still have..
maybe 2012 is real one..
then we together cherish from now...
then our lifez will getting better...
gambateh..
for everyone...
have a nice day....
thx for view my blog today..^^

be tough.. be tough n be tough..tell myself..

one word can describe my mood today..
''tired''..
hu~~
very tired..tis few day...
cnt sleep very well.....
stopped finding me if u wan said something ..
to make me hurt...
not hurt me..
erm...tell me the truth..
or wat...
next time please..
hu~~monday start to work le..
buy a lot of thing..
bankrup ad..
hairbend,pants,uniform,shoes.
hu~~regret for that..
nvm la..
take it as a experience..
n maybe can use for next time..
2morow..
holiday is coming...
leave 2 day can play le..
try to cheer up myself..
enjoy myself..
be4 i'm going to work..
very tired..
be tough ....
dont so perceptual..
be strong ..
try to face all the problem........
i tell myself..
2morow play badminton wit may yee..
hope she don ''put me aeroplane ad''..
i wan vent my feeling by playing badminton..
at the last i just hope i can scream that
ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes..i'm feel more better le..
hu~~~~~~~~
don cry infront of people again..
no use for me to cry..
learn how to be tough..
that's wat i should do at the next step....
be tough ,be tough n be tough...
tired.....
very tired.....
is a good way for forgot everthing...
times is a good solution for forgot everything too.....
kk..is time to stop here...
i will be continuos by next time if i still got online..^^
thx for visited my blog today...^^
chyi...gogogo!!!

i'm still i'm

until now..
still cnt sleep..
alot of sadness today..
dono how to tell other people my feeling..
need to face alot of thing..
i ad did my best.....
just watched a movie..
that's so meaningful..
haiz..
now..just hope can take a rest..
4got everything..
cheer up....
don't cry because it is over,smile because it happened..
gambateh...
i'm still i'm..
thanks for the one who care of me..
don too upset..
because i know that..
still got people care of me..
when u face a lot of problem...
that person is always around us n care of us but we cnt see that...
just depend on how we think...
find out the person...
n said thank you to the person who always care of u...
cherish for that..

desa park city agn wit chui sin n jessica

jessica n me

chui sin n me

my present ..given by chui sin..

used a lot of time to climb up the stone..haha

3 of us..


ok..today..16 november..
afternoon went to jusco for meet my interview
started on monday..
ok..
don worry..i know i can de..
gambateh..
nitez..
my friend..chui xin n jessica..
thx for purposely came from seri petaling n pj there..
for gv me present ..
we went to menjalara there yam cha 1st..
chit chat there..
keep laughing until non -stop..
all the sadness is throw it out..
after yam cha..
we went to desa park city oso..
again..
haha..
same ..go there for take pic n oso walked around there..
i love that place oso..when nitez la..
romantic..
many couple are there..
some people so weird..
so late le still jogging..
haha...
have a fun moment wit them..
thx you

finally finished blogging.

spend 2 hour here for wrote all my post..

super tired..

is time to sleep..

good nitez

desa park city

after dinner...we are walking around the lake..

teoh boon hoe so hungry meh?

S.H.E

==...why my camera got tis person de?

my hobby..haha

dun act cool here..thx^^

angugu..

we will help..

we will support u..

we will always be wit u..

don't worry,be happy...

so relax?

me n qiqi luii

after jusco..

went to desa park city..

thanks for the driver..

vinson lee..izit spell like tis..?

thx lo..

please don said me fat agn

very hurt one u know?T.T..

praise me..

hehe..

ok..after reached there...

play the ufo 1st..

fainted..

n then..take pic there..but suddenly raining..

so..

cnt take pic ad..

so..we have our dinner there...

our favorite food..

STEAMBOAT^^

woohoo..

tom yam..

haha..

jun n ah song after ate that..

both have a natural lipstick.

qiqi luii's bf..

haha..

scared to eat spicy one..

but bec of wan to accompany his gf..

then eat together..

touch o..1%only..haha

ccs ..the one who feel no enuf spicy..

haha...

boon kaka..

the one who most late to came..!

wan us to wait for him..

==

but at the last..

he came ad..

haha..

took his gf moon wawa..

nice names

haha..

ok...after dinner..

we r walking around the lake lo..

happen something agn..

but at the end..

it's settle..

for the one ..

we will help u..

we will support u..

dont worry..

we love u..

we care of u..

we will always be wit u..

<3

ok..after that..

thank for ah song that fetch me back home..

if not..

i nid to back home by taxi la..

thx for the gentlemen...lo..

hehe...

ok..my birthday..

-the end-

jusco time..

is me^^

me too^^^^

thx for kee ian them bought a mickey mouse's cake for me!!!!!!

wishes

blowed agn....

again..haha

everyln yap..celebrate my birthday ..still keep sms with her lao gong..sam tung

thx lo...qiqi lui n her bf gv me a mickey mouse n oso a big card!!!

radha n me

me n qayyun

me n howthemen

ah song==

cempaka^^

me n kee ian..

continue my post..

after school..

went to jusco for meet howthemen them..

so rushed..

but they are came so early..

bec they din went to school..

ok...

when i reached there..

still cnt started yet..

bec of everlyn yap..

haha..

all of us are waiting for her...

when she reached...

then started le..

same lo..see the pic oso know wat happen ad..^^

thx for kee ian them bought a mickey mouse's cake for me..

i'm so happy..

haha..

jun jun gave me the susprise agn..

cheating me that she has tuition..

and cnt came here celebrate wit me..

t.t..again..so bad la..

hehe..

after ate the cake..

howthemen them need to back ad...

bec they came here on 10 am morning..

haha..sorry ah..n thank for them ..

bec prepared all of this for me..

muackz..

howthemen.!!!

i wan see u next year..

u must appear in front of me!!!

other pic i ad upload on fb..u can view there..

ok..next part..

school....

school... my present^^

samuel cover my eyes n izzati holded my hand..

my darling...rainbow jun...prepared all the thing

16 candles...wuT.T..old le..

^^

aiyo..susprise..shy

blow the fire on the candle..

cutting the cake..

s.h.e..thank you for prepared the big susprise for me..i tot both of u don care le.

my cake...haha..same wit kee ian one?

and the the hero comes along ..with the...

kiss me?don leh..^^hehe..shy

my darling...

cute?jun said

my dear kairu n oso my darling jun jun

thanks for them too..

wow..now only free..

super tired..

ok..say about yesterday..15 november..

my birthday..

ok..

see the pic..oso know wat happen le rite?

hehe..^^but..

at the morning..happen something..

good mood changed to bad mood..

haiz..

but lucky my dear n my darling..

prepared a big susprise for me...

thanks you..

i tot both of u really don care le..

hehe...

i hope we can be together 4ever...

my birthday wish for tis year..erm...

haiz..the person who i hope appeared in front of me...

one ad appear..

but still got 2 ..haiz..

i hope can get their forgiveness..

but still the same..

nvm..

cheer up..

thanks for my fb's friend who that wished me on my birthday..

thanks for the one who involved in given me susprise or present..

melody ong,chung jack,boon kaka,kum yuen,ccs,liang,kairu,jun,kee zhang,qiqi luii n junother.

thx for u all de present..

i feel susprise that i will get so many present..thanks..

i'm very happy..

thanks for that..

if the case don hv happen ...

i will think that yesterday i'm the one who r most happy at the world..

but ..anyway..

thx for bring alot of happiness for me..